- I just got back from New York a few hours ago. It was a good trip overall. I saw some friends. I saw a terrible off-broadway musical and I wish I still had that $40. I saw The Swell Season documentary w/ a director q+a. I fooled myself into thinking that I sort of enjoy going to bars once in awhile for a social experience. I caved a bit on my no soda until birthday thing because getting up early and the hustle and bustle of walking around NYC got to me, I will now get back on track. I met with two people at two different production houses and had good, honest conversations, and now I am anxiety man.
-Things that make me happy right now: Improv, sketch writing, & playing music.
-Things that make me unhappy right now: Missing people, and most of all - not putting my foot down and speaking up when I need to. Lately this has been bad. I am trying to be better at this. It’s really hard to do with people who are close to you or were once close to you. I should be focusing on the things that make me happy now and getting out of here. Some of this stuff…why do I even care about it? I can’t let these people and things hang out in my head anymore because it’s not healthy and bums me the fuck out and therefore I need to make these people and things stop being shitty to me.
-I need to go poop now because when I talk about this, it makes me have to poop.
